I know that in the future everything will all fall into place. God will take care of me and provide for me. God gives me peace but I still get frustrated.
I want a godly man. I want someone who doesn't use "lol" and who is tall and handsome. I would love to be a mom one day. To teach my children about how amazing God is. Wipe peanut butter and jelly off their little faces. But is that what God has for me? I am going to look back on this time in my life and wonder why I ever worried about the future. Why I ever questioned God.
So I look at my time now, and see that I need to be living for today. To redeem the time. To sharpen those around me. My friend Sadie really sharpens me. We love talking about God, life, and and everything else in between.
I am redeeming the time. Living for God today. For His glory.
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Oh yes. I love you!
ReplyDeleteAnd while we are in this time of being really single, we can invest our time and love and emotion in each other and God and other people and school and family. Even though that all gets messy sometimes.
Sometimes, I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about how, if things went how I planned, I wouldn't be alone and I think about where our lives would have been. but God gives and takes away for a reason, and He took away my guy for a reason. It still hurts. I still get frustrated that God has me in a spot that's totally different from where I want to be. But then I may not have met you :)
And I know you know about things being taken away and so He has given us each other. To go through all things taking away and square
one stuff together.
My comment is super long haha. But you are going to be one rockin momma.
I can't wait to see how He leads you in the next few years. I admire your faith.